All your life

you strive to be a good person, to do whats right in life. You have morals and ideals on the way things should be and you are a conscientious person...you think about other people and you try to be the best you can to them, to you. As a child you have values and a sense of self prestige instilled in you that you will carry through life with you. I have always remembered all that stuff I was taught as a kid, others may not have. I wish I forgot those memories years ago. The key to life is being an asshole, jerk-off, cunt, piece of shit waste of space person. Ain't shit gonna bother you then, you will have all your asshole, jerk-off, cunt, piece of shit waste of space people to hang around with and be there for you. You have no gray hair making stupid worries, no cares, you just do what YOU want. You don't have to give a fuck about anything. Just get fucked up, fuck, fuck-off. No shit matters. And those motherfuckers are the people that walk all over the good. The people that live life in a blur. The people that are so fucking worthless you don't know why you bother. But it still fucking hurts, because as a good person, you care. Too much. It hurts to be walked all over. It hurts to be stabbed by the people you consider your best friends or by the people you spent years of your life with. It hurts. Life fucking hurts. You give your best you get the worst.