Monday, December 15, 2008

Learn from your mistakes.

Regrets. Regrets. Regrets. The word echoes throughout my life like it echoes in forever. Everyday we make actions that in some way will be turned into a regret. Not holding the door for that person, losing your temperament, taking that one last shot. In the vast history of the Earth, those regrets are minor. Insignificant. Trivial. And, for the most part, they are. Minor imperfections in our daily life that in the end mean nothing. But there are much more serious regrets in addition to the small ones that can weigh down a person so much in life the burden is often unbearable.
My life. Full of regrets. Every day I have at least one FUCK UP that will in some sort of way hinder me for the day. But I have huge regrets in my life, about damn near everything. First and foremost, I regret EVERY FUCKING SINGLE relationship I have been in. Whether it be friends or more...I regret them all. When you give any sort of relationship and effort or hold high hopes for it, its going to fuck you in the end. You put in all the time, the effort, the feelings. For what? Tainted memories? Years of your life, once golden now covered with the predominant bad memories. Everyones a fucking fake.
Education. NEVER base any decision of a fucking relationship. Stick to your guns and do whats best for YOU. When your in a fucked up situation, get rid of the source and move on, don't let it interfere with your future. I regret fucking up in school and dropping out of everything its ridiculous. Bullshit jobs, bullshit pay, douchebag co-workers...it's what you've got forever.
Money. Don't tie up all your money in fucking relationships, and don't spend it all on hopes and dreams that will never come true.
Myself. I regret that I am who I am, and was who I was. You need to listen to yourself in life sometimes and do what you need to do and think is best for you. Stand up for your fucking self and make shit known. Don't be such a fucking push-over. And listen to your heart, mind and soul. Don't keep putting effort into something waiting for it to get better. If it's glory days have passed, they've passed. Walk away with the good memories and keep some hope with you for the future.
I looked at this jumbled mess of thoughts and regret, and gawdamn have I fucked myself. But you gotta "learn from your mistakes"

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