It's amazing how fast life changes and how quickly everything you thought a constant turns into a variable. You don't know what to do, you don't if it will ever go back, you are left clueless and alone in the times you need people most. Then a light in your head flickers on and shortly thereafter is a steady glow and you realize. FUCK EVERYONE. EVERYONE is a worthless, even those you miss most or hold in the highest esteem. The only person in life you can truly rely on is yourself. Thats all you get. Material objects are fucking meaningless, as are the people and relationships that were once so important to you. Other people may have it different, but this is how it is for me. As I'm writing this, I think nothing of everyone. EVERYONE. I have no true friends, no true relations. People may try to say that last statement is unfounded, but you know what? Fuck you. I don't care. When you have no one there for you when you need someone the most, that shows me a lack of true friendship. So to anyone that considers themselves my friend, PROVE IT! Stop being so fucking involved in your self or in stupid old ass friendships with piece of shit low life people. You talk all sorts of shit about them and then run back to suck their dick and hang off their nuts the next day. But hey, if thats what you want...good for you. Just cut the bullshit and be true. If people are going to keep being how they are now then stop fucking talking to me, I won't hold you up. But if you want to be my friend, prove yourself. I've got no problem giving you the opportunity, I always give people more opportunities. But if you can't prove yourself, fuck off. I've got myself, the one thing that will always be there.